There are some things that you really want to hear and things that you don’t.

“We have to talk” is always very bad thing.

“I love you” is always good.

“I had wanted to have some news for you this morning but we havent heard from everyone on the committee yet and we have two very good candidates” is nerve wracking, stomach churning and causes much breath holding.  It could go either way but I know that I did the very best that I could, was my most charming and wonderful self and no matter what, I am proud of me.

But I really want to hear good news this afternoon! ETA: I have to wait until Monday to hear a decision!!